{"id":14350,"date":"2018-07-16T09:30:16","date_gmt":"2018-07-16T04:00:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tarshi.net\/inplainspeak?p=14350"},"modified":"2019-03-22T21:52:50","modified_gmt":"2019-03-22T16:22:50","slug":"its-all-about-empowerment-at-a-nude-photoshoot-for-a-pornographic-subreddit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tarshi.net\/inplainspeak\/its-all-about-empowerment-at-a-nude-photoshoot-for-a-pornographic-subreddit\/","title":{"rendered":"It\u2019s All about Empowerment at a Nude Photoshoot for a Pornographic Subreddit"},"content":{"rendered":"
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This post was<\/i>\u00a0<\/i>originally published\u00a0in VICE<\/a><\/i>.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

By: Divya Karthikeyan<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

A Bengaluru woman poses for her lover\u2014and the followers of \/r\/IndiansGoneWild.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Catching the twinkle of fairy lights and beaded curtains, a teal chillum sat atop a stool in the corner of the room, surrounded by half-filled bottles of Jim Beam and Antiquity Blue. The walls were red, and the curtains silk. \u201cOur love nest,\u201d Aditi* called it.<\/p>\n

Sprawling across a queen mattress, Aditi balanced her weight on a throw pillow and lit a cigarette. Her boyfriend Praveen readied his camera and toyed with the light. She finished her smoke and trotted off to the bathroom, where she undressed, then emerged, naked and slouching. Her hand hung lightly, moving slowly across her pelvis to reveal her vagina.<\/p>\n

\u201cIs this okay?\u201d she asked.<\/p>\n

Praveen smiled. The camera was in position. \u201cLet\u2019s start?\u201d he said.<\/p>\n

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The photos taken that day would go up on \/r\/IndiansGoneWild<\/a>, a subreddit, or community, on the US-based discussion and aggregation site Reddit. The fourth most visited site in the USA<\/a>, Reddit has a growing user base in India\u2014fuelled particularly by its racier content. In part because of its adult content, Reddit is also one of the internet\u2019s most toxic hangouts<\/a>. Depending on the subreddit, community moderators may put in a couple of days a week <\/a>just taking down abusive posts. As of 2016, 69 percent of users in the US are male<\/a>, and they can be a sexist lot<\/a>. The abuse toward and harassment of women is reportedly so immense<\/a> that female users are known to sometimes tick the male gender box to post or comment.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

R\/IndiansGoneWild is an adult subreddit that, surprisingly, has little of the toxic misogyny that pervades not only much of Reddit, but much of the Indian internet. The community, which has over 83,000 subscribers\u2014mostly Indian men\u2014was founded in 2014 for Indians to post nude photos. One would expect a high level of abuse, but instead IndiansGoneWild celebrates body positivity in a society that largely associates nakedness with shame. The moderator told me over email that he spends only about 20 minutes a week removing abusive comments.<\/p>\n

This is noteworthy, considering the lack of accountability: most of the men on the forum are unverified\u2014which means they haven\u2019t sent the moderator an image of themselves nude or partly nude, holding a card with their username and date. Verification is meant to weed out users who post pictures of strangers. To find out whether the IndiansGoneWild was really as respectful and encouraging as it seemed, I began messaging verified profiles\u2014mostly women\u2014to ask them about their experiences in the community.<\/p>\n

After a month of replies like \u201cyou creep\u201d and \u201cfuckboy,\u201d I chanced upon Aditi\u2019s profile. The captions on her photos hinted at a tinge of insecurity: \u201cDoes this work?\u201d \u201cIs this okay?\u201d Two days later, she told me she didn\u2019t mind meeting me for a profile.<\/p>\n

Before we met last October, Aditi explained that she is polyamorous, and has been with her boyfriend for nine years. \u201cWhen we began hooking up with other couples, our relationship took a turn,\u201d she said, \u201cfor the good of course.\u201d Having only ever read about polyamory on the internet, I was slightly in awe.<\/p>\n

Aditi and Praveen live with their parents but rented a place for hook-ups.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Aditi, 26, is a tax analyst and Praveen, 28, works as a construction contractor. They both live with their parents, but have rented a place for hook-ups. \u201cWe do our foursomes in our love nest,\u201d Aditi told me. She invited me to join them for a photoshoot.<\/p>\n

In Bengaluru, I waited in a mosquito-ridden caf\u00e9 for Praveen to pick me up on his bike. My mind raced. What does a polyamorous man who is comfortable with his girlfriend being naked on the internet look like? A man with an average height and build walked in, wearing a white shirt and holding a helmet. He shook my hand and stopped himself before he could tell his real name.<\/p>\n

\u201cFake name?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n

\u201cFake name,\u201d he said, pursing his lips.<\/p>\n

As the bike snaked through small lanes in south Bengaluru, Praveen told me he was on r\/IndiansGoneWild with his former lover for two years. Aditi joined last August, and was still opening up to the idea, though she and Praveen regularly met other couples for hook-ups through Reddit and Tinder.<\/p>\n

We stopped in a quiet neighborhood, in front of a rusted iron gate. The apartment was up two steep flights of stairs. Aditi\u2014slim, taut, with long hair\u2014opened the door and looked dreamily at Praveen before swaying into the house.<\/p>\n

We started chatting about her motivations. Aditi told me she wanted to know what strangers thought of her body. \u201cYou know, your boyfriend, the people you know, they all carry a bias. Of course they accept and love the way I look. What about the ones you don\u2019t know?\u201d she said.<\/p>\n

We commiserated about college dress codes, having both attended conservative institutions. \u201cNo leggings for a month and all that. Regressive,\u201d she said. Aditi told me that she, like me, used to be terrified of wearing shorts on the street. For her, r\/IndiansGoneWild was the pinnacle of body positivity.<\/p>\n

We commiserated about college dress codes, having both attended conservative institutions.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cIt allows me to say \u2018this is how I look, this is what I am, say what you want to say, I can take it,\u201d Aditi said. At the same time, a photo that remains ignored while other women are upvoted can be a blow to this confidence. \u201cWhen you begin to connect your self-esteem to it, you\u2019re stuck in a downward spiral,\u201d Aditi agreed. Outside r\/IndiansGoneWild, she doesn\u2019t seem overly concerned with her body\u2014she doesn\u2019t bother with the gym, for example. Praveen and Aditi carefully curate their shoots, picking only about four frames out of 25 for posting.<\/p>\n

After several smokes to loosen up, Aditi was ready. She stepped out of the bathroom, tugging at a neck guard she was wearing for a sprained neck, in jest. \u201cI slept wrong. But isn\u2019t this hot?\u201d she giggled. I watched her lie awkwardly on the bed, her contoured silhouette blocking the light from the kitchen. \u201cThe end result may look sexy, but this is not a sexy process at all,\u201d Praveen laughed.<\/p>\n

Forgetting perhaps that only her body was being photographed, Aditi asked if she should smile or not. Praveen told to her to relax and throw her hair back.<\/p>\n

As she bared her butt to the camera, Aditi told me that she sought affirmation not from men, but women. During foursomes, she often looked for judgement from the other woman involved. \u201cMen don\u2019t care,\u201d she said. \u201cI\u2019m right here, you know!\u201d Praveen interrupted.<\/p>\n

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Female users on r\/IndiansGoneWild define sex positivity in many ways. Image: Screenshot<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

But women haven\u2019t commented on Aditi\u2019s photos yet; given Reddit\u2019s user base, most comments seem to be from men in the US and Europe. As we scrolled through her comments, I was surprised by the good grammar and perfect sentence construction\u2014not a \u201cvagene\u201d or\u201d penus\u201d in sight.<\/p>\n

The private messages were fascinating. \u201cI am from the US and I love the brown skinned ladies! You\u2019re stunning. Send me your snapchat or kik<\/a>, and your details so I can book you flight tickets.\u201d<\/p>\n

There were detailed pieces of erotica: \u201cWe walk into a room, and I\u2019m standing there, ready to give a massage. I escort you to the\u2026\u201d The message was too long. We skimmed it and moved on to men who had written roleplaying as athletic pilots, bodybuilders and doctors.<\/p>\n

\u201cI like your pictures and you\u2019re very hot, but don\u2019t show so much skin,\u201d wrote one user. \u201cLeave something to the imagination.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cSpot the Indian!\u201d I grimaced.<\/p>\n

In a society where this message is repeated everywhere\u2014that only your partner should be privy to your naked body; that women should be attractive, but not sexual\u2014r\/IndiansGoneWild is an affirmation, for Aditi, at least, that it\u2019s okay to show off your body.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Praveen posts on Reddit too, but he, like most male users, gets barely any upvotes. He does get threatening private messages from men. No one, he said, \u201clikes a dick turning up when they are masturbating to a forum of largely naked women.\u201d<\/p>\n

A few days after meeting Aditi and Praveen, I noticed that the community moderator had posted an announcement, warning trolls and users who post abusive comments, or harass male users who put up nudes. The subreddit has a separate category for men, women and transgender people, and subscribers can choose to follow whichever category they prefer. Yet a recent flurry of penis pictures got some users riled up, and the moderator had to delete a lot of homophobic comments.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s a straight man\u2019s club,\u201d Aditi told me. But for her, it was also \u201ca safe space.\u201d<\/p>\n

*Sources interviewed used pseudonyms.<\/i><\/p>\n

Follow Divya Karthikeyan on Twitter<\/a>.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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